Friday, January 13, 2012

Some ups and downs...

So let me just start off by saying this....being on a diet and being on your period DO NOT MIX!! I have had the WORST carb cravings since I have been on my period.  I cheated.....I admit it!  I have had a couple of bowls of organic oatmeal (maple and brown sugar flavored too!) ....they were the best bowls of oatmeal i have EVER HAD! LOL  Seriously I am considering doing a reset to the diet again...starting all over from scratch.  I guess we will find out after I get off my period and see what the weigh in is.  Speaking of that........I told myself I would only weigh myself once a week after I got to Phase 2....FAIL!

A little background into the scale....its a serious addiction of mine.  I haven't owned a scale for over 3 years.  The first year I got my lap band I was so obsessed with the scale I would weigh before and after every meal, after every bowel movement...everything just to see the ounces go up and down.  Very bad for me!  I am finding myself starting to do it again.  This morning I weighed myself and I was 277.8...had a potty break...weighed myself again and was 275.6.  Seriously something has got to give..I am going to self destruct this diet if I don't quit!

So my goals at this point are to regroup with my sister this weekend..see how she is doing on the diet.  Tell her about my cheating and see if she thinks I should do a reset also.  I am hoping to have an official weight on Sunday as that will be a week to see where I am truly at in a week. Hoping to post some pictures also!

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